Sometimes people will ask me something like, “how do I make it in music?” or tell me “I want to do this for a career, but don’t know how.” I’m always humbled by comments like those, because I have no idea why they’re asking me! I honestly can’t say that I’ve “made it” or even know how!
I remember being a senior in high school and writing on Xanga (yes, remember Xanga? about how I had finally figured out what I wanted to do with my life. Remember, I played guitar in middle & high school, but really just acoustic and really only at my church and my school’s praise bands. I liked music, but wasn’t really doing anything with it. My senior year, I decided to quit sports (which I had always done and was kind of known for doing) and focus on music. I had started a band that would eventually become Six Piece Suit and really wanted to focus on finding other guys to play with us and starting to get around. I started working on playing electric some then too.
I remember sitting at my family’s desktop and posting to Xanga this post:
“It’s so clear…I want to do music for the rest of my life. I want to tour around the country playing and leading others in worship. I don’t want to do anything but serve the Lord and play music…why wouldn’t I do this?”
I had no idea what that necessarily meant. Or that I’d be posting this 6 years later. In some ways, I’ve been able to do this on a much smaller scale. Of course you always want things to last longer, be more successful, but it’s pretty cool to see God’s faithfulness in that because that’s the only way I can look back and smile about this.
But I haven’t “made it” in music. I am not signed to a label or playing enough to support my family on any of that income. If I was honest, I’ve had a few potentially life-changing opportunities that have just fallen through…one of which happened in the last month…
To Be Continued:
Check Out “[Part 2]: A Missed Opportunity” Coming Soon…